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We put away all the Christmas decorations today. It’s always a little sad doing that. But the living room doubled in size. The girls and I also went to Chili’s for lunch, and then after dinner Billy beat us at Phase 10. I don’t really want to go back to real life tomorrow. It’s been…

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Robin had so much fun at Leaderboard yesterday that we went back today with her friend. I’m always happy to get Robin out of the house. She also got temporary tattoo pens and has been happily drawing all over her body all afternoon. I am trying hard not to show my age and look as…

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We’ve been watching “Stranger Things” like there’s no tomorrow. But we took a break today to go to Leaderboard, which was a ton of fun. It’s an arcade and pizzeria, but it’s all vintage arcades. They have a Nintendo console where you can play the original Mario Brothers, there is Q-Bert, Galaga, walls of pinball…

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Today was mostly recovery from yesterday. I had plans to clean the kitchen and write up my most recent races in my running log, but I just didn’t manage it. I did fold laundry and put it away, and I took a shower. Counts for something. I didn’t get outside for my traditional New Year’s…

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I have faced indescribable depression for my entire life. Everyone says they understand what depression feels like, but I don’t think we do. We all face it, but we face it with different intensities, in different ways, and with different outcomes. Some of us don’t survive it. Some of us appear to survive but really…

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I made the unwise decision to run the New Year’s Eve 5k even though I was sick because I really wanted the medal. I did ok… didn’t run without walking, didn’t run very fast when I was running, and generally felt exhausted the entire way. When I finished, it took every ounce of energy just…

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I am not feeling well. I’m supposed to run a New Year’s Eve 5k tomorrow, but I’m starting to think I might not make it. I skipped this morning’s run to conserve energy and hopefully prevent myself from feeling worse, but I don’t think it worked. I suspect I may have a mild case of…

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I feel like I’m in the middle of a Christmas hangover. Partly it’s because my body is valiantly fighting off some kind of sickness and I’m tired and scratchy. But also it feels like we’re in the aftermath of a tornado that was made of peppermint and sparkles. Christmas is over but it still lingers.…

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I ran four miles this morning like it was nothing. Not that long ago, I wouldn’t even have attempted it, it would have sounded so ludicrous. But I did it and it felt good. I just have to stop and acknowledge all that’s gone into that feat. It’s a big deal. After that, the girls…

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We went down to Daytona today to see Rosina and Dion. I was happy they seemed to like the gifts we bought them. The traffic getting down there was horrendous. It took two hours to make what is normally a one-hour trip. There are entirely too many people on this planet, and too many of…

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We had a nice Christmas. Everyone seemed to like their gifts, and then we had a nice dinner with Colleen and her family. We made another turkey roulade for dinner and it was delicious. By the time the kitchen was cleaned up (oh my god so many dishes), I was exhausted and passed out on…

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Everything is ready for Christmas at last. I spent the afternoon making cannoli cake. It’ll be hard to top salted caramel apple pie cheesecake, but I’m going to try. We had our traditional dinner of cold cut sandwiches and that was good as usual. Right before we go to bed on Christmas Eve always feels…

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It looks broken, but Christina intentionally built her gingerbread house on its side. It’s modern. I think everyone’s house fell apart at least once. I’m just sad Billy didn’t build one. His disasters always make the rest of us look good.

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It was back to work today and I got more done in one day than I have done in entire weeks at other times of the year. It felt good to be this productive. Christina baked a bunch of Christmas cookies all by herself, which is also awesome. Robin smiled at dinner and said words…

