April 10

Today frankly sucked. I just feel so inept. My training redesign was summarily rejected, my class is failing, and their leaders are pointing at me for their failure. I just want to give up. I’ve let everyone down, especially myself. I need to do something to lift my spirits, but it’s almost 10pm and I’m too depressed to think of anything positive to do. I can’t even focus on my crossword puzzle. I should just go to bed and hope I wake up feeling better.