I ran four miles this morning like it was nothing. Not that long ago, I wouldn’t even have attempted it, it would have sounded so ludicrous. But I did it and it felt good. I just have to stop and acknowledge all that’s gone into that feat. It’s a big deal.
After that, the girls and I went clothes shopping. Christina wanted a nice outfit to wear for her birthday. She didn’t end up with much that’s different from what she already has, but she did at least seem happy with it. Robin and I rummaged around Goodwill and found a few things for ourselves. I bought a dress for Friday as well, and a pair of jeans. I bought sizes that I wouldn’t have believed any normal person could wear, and they fit. Comfortably. More for me to stop and acknowledge.
This year has literally been transformative for me. I don’t know what light bulb switched on, but I’m so grateful it did, and that I’ve been able to keep it lit for as long as I have. We also went food shopping, and then I passed out because my throat feels scratchy and I’m exhausted all over my body. I haven’t been sick in years either… but maybe that streak is ending. I’m going to try to sleep it off. Maybe I can head it off at the pass.
Year in Photos 